Seeker-Saphire

My rabbit died today. She was just about to turn one.

She was, special. in more ways than one. We rescued her when she was about 6 weeks old and she had a broken leg. as she got bigger we noticed she was acting a bit strange and soon figured she wasnt all there in the head. still, she was ours.

Everytime you opened her caged door her head would follow it out looking for love. you could never fill her food bowl on a night because her head would be stuck in it wanting you to stroke her. she had her moody times when shed try and take a finger or at least a large chunk of whatever was coming into her cage, but all the love she gave made up for that. She was always up for a cuddle, once you'd caught her.

We have only had her for a short time, but it was one of the best times. she always had mud on her face from her holes in the garden that she kept digging, with that "i didnt do it" gaze. when we introduced her to my guinea pigs she was convinced they were her babies.

She was the little bumpkin, the silly sausage, the little monster, the cutesypoo, the steam train, the roundabout and company for our other older male rabbit. She was Alice. And even though she was just a rabbit, with us for less than a year, she will always be our Alice.

I was looking over some of my old journals and I found some comments between me and a guy. It made me realise no matter how well you know each other you can still lose contact with them. I miss my friend emoxcloudxoven we got a long so well.

just saying really, keep contact with those people you think are most important in your life, otherwise you'll lose them.

its probably already known but i figure alcohol makes you want more alcohol so you get more drunk and then you eat loads and get fat and stuff. thats my entry this time

So to anyone that noticed I took my book down, I'm sorry. I recently re wrote some of the things right at the beginning so it didn't seem right to have it up any longer. As it stands at the moment I don't know if i will re-post later but until then, i apologies again for taking it down.

For those didnt notice, shame on you it was great.

So ive actually been writing a lot just recently and not just on this book either. Ive actually started writing down ideas and paragraphs for a second book. Being able to think of stuff so far into the future of the characters is exciting and i must say its part of what is giving me inspiration to write and complete the first book. most of the ideas i have for finishing the first one are written down on paper and when you add these to what i have written on my laptop you begin to realise how much Ive actually written so far.

so yeah, book and second book. I am aiming to get the first one done and possibly sent off to a publisher or in that process before i leave for university in the summer so yeah, be prepared for no book online

thanks for reading it anyway and i hope you enjoy it while its here.